Day 1 | rottenrobi's Blog
Today is the 2nd day of an awful flu my son and I have been subjected to, the last day I will ever have any hope that my man is an upstanding person, and the first day my landlord has voiced her "i've had enough" attitude.
All of this has been a long time coming, except of course my flu. I have no idea of how far behind on rent we are to my landlord, neither does the man who's been "dropping off our money" to her for the past 10 years.
He had me get up to read our landlord's correspondence, promise to call my best friend to ask her to give us the rent money, and now he sits on the couch watching tv, mumbling his victim nonsense. Yeah, right.
So, today's the first day of complete foggy headed, queezy stomach uncertainty. I'm not happy about it, but I can't stand to look at him anymore. I'm almost willing to abandon all my personal belongings and just walk away. That's how over it I am.
I've never known a man, who is less of a man. I'm more of a man than he is. All I want to be is a woman with happy, optimistic children, who is loved, working hard and appreciated for being me. Is that too much?
How could I ever have accepted less?
He's so out of my picture at this point, I don't even hear him talking. Finally. I've detached.
Today is the first day of a new beginning, free from the bullshit I've loved and protected like I could save him.
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